When did I become invisible? Why does it feel like nobody gives a shit what I say or do anymore? How come everything that I do doesn't seem to matter anymore? Why do I try to hard to make connections with people that don't seem to care? God damn I've become this victimology emo guy that I hate as of late. It fuckin' sucks. Fuck.
I just want to make a fuckin connection with somebody. I'm so god damn motherfuckin' sick of being so patient and empathetic. Fuckin' god dammit.
Feel free to make fun of this post all you want. At least I'll know that somebody reads this fuckin' bullshit blog of mine.
I'm reading. I promise. Most of the time I don't know how to respond, though. It seems like you just want to rant- not necessarily looking for an answer.
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